
Anyway? so, you didn?t tell me, how are you? (Why on Earth aren?t you saying anything?) ?oh, I hear them say you have kids now? (Ooops, that?ll mean I?m curious and concerned about your news? and that I?m up to date with everything? damn it, you?ll think I still care? I better change the subject) ? I really thought you were outside the country though? (Well-done? this will also make a good excuse for not visiting to congratulate you for your newborns? Oh, it?s toooooooooo lame) ?tell you what, just forget about the country? and god bless your children!
(I can?t take this any longer? it won?t harm if I show some emotion, plus it?s not that I?m saying anything I?m not 100% positive is true) Hey? you know what? ?at times, it just crosses my mind that we should be together? it?s just that I feel we were meant to be so? yes, together? me and you (Oh, what a you!) (Oooooooooo, I said a lot? I spilled it all out? plus, how could I?? especially when you treated me the way you did that last time we were together? wait!) Do you remember what was the last thing you told me that day? (In case you don?t, well I sure do? and won?t hesitate to remind you) "If you want you can stay, and if you want to leave you can also leave"? (It stunned me how cold you were? you couldn?t care less if I stayed or not? you seemed to want me as much as you didn?t)? it made me very upset back then? (Oh it sure did? in fact, ?upset? is an understatement !)? for, I didn?t analyze it nor give it enough thought? (but today I have everything in perspective? you men are too proud to show a lady you want her to stay, even if that is all you want? it was your ?masculine pride? that I didn?t understand back then? it was this very ?pride? that separated us)? well, I couldn?t blame you? you were simply being you (Oh, what a you!) (the way every man is just a man when it comes to telling a lady how he feels about her)

